Ugh, this day is just not very good. Feeling down and bleh, things keep getting screwed over, and the one thing I was looking forward to this weekend got canceled. It didn't help that I pretty much woke up to shit. Yeah, getting woken up to someone from financial aid telling you you still owe money after it was already supposed to be fixed is wonderful. And then finding out my best friend is so sick I won't be able to see her for her birthday is just a wonderful feeling as well. And I just know the party she was going to have will be rescheduled for next weekend, when I already have plans, yet again missing another chance to see my friends and once again alienating myself without even meaning to. This. All. Sucks.

Yes, I get that I'm bitching and moaning and things could be so much worse. I get that, and I really don't want to be all "woe is me". It's just been a really low week, and I was looking forward to a fun weekend with friends. It's just wearing thin on me.

Well, there's a few high points, I guess. I get to see Luke, and due to feelings of lowness and depression, I'm feeling the need for a new look, so, hair cut! I'll try not to cut it all off, but I'm feeling the need for change. Hopefully, it will help this foul mood. Anything would help, I just need to get out of this funk. Hopefully, it will lift soon. I really hope so.